Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Weight Loss Update

It's been about a month since my post about being back on the wagon with the whole weight loss thing so I figured it was about time for an update and some new pictures.  For those of you on Facebook, you probably saw that I'm down 25 pounds since starting January 7th.  Well, I was down 25 pounds.  I did gain back about 2 pounds over the weeked from all of my birthday celebrating, but I've lost 1 of those pounds again ... so let's just stick with 25 pounds for now, ok? :)

So, I'm pretty excited about being 25 pounds lighter than I was 2 months ago.  It's feelin' pretty good.  I will admit, I don't really feel more energized or anything like that, but I attribute that mostly to having to get up at 5 am to exercise and also to all the OT I've been putting in at work lately.  Hopefully starting next week I will find some energy since our work rush will be over (for me anyway).

Some of you have not seen me or pictures of me since my last post, and I'm sure you're dying to see this new me.  So, without further ado, here's what I look like lately:
Not the most flattering picture, I know.  However, apparently that is what I look like.  "Why do I think I look like this?" you might ask yourself.  Well, let me explain.  Apparently all 25 pounds that I have lost have been in my faceThat's right.  IN MY FACE.  All of it!  I know that when you first start to lose weight, seeing a change in your face is normal.  However.  As mentioned above, I haven't just lost a few pounds, we're getting into significant weight loss at this point.  So last night, Jay and I went out for dinner for my birthday with my parents and Kinsey.  We left Paxton with Jay's Dad and step-Mom since we were going to Coco Pazzo and didn't think Paxton would want to sit still and eat with us ('cuz that's how he rolls).  After dinner we went to pick up the Monkey so that we could meet back up with my family for ice cream so they could see him for a bit.  While we were there, Roseanne commented something to the effect of, "You've lost more weight."  To which I replied, "Yes.  I've lost 25 pounds now."  And her response ... "I can really see it in your face."  Yup.  So apparently since the human head weighs 10 pounds (which we learned from the little boy in Jerry McGuire), at the beginning of January my head weighed somewhere around 35 pounds.  I can only conclude therefore that I now look like the guy above.  Geesh.

But in all seriousness, here are some real pictures of me from Sunday:
Not sure why I have crazy eyes here.  Maybe it's just my shrunken head. 
And for comparison:

Good times :)

Friday, February 24, 2012

I mean this in the nicest possible way

Dear Paxton,

Thank you so much for helping me create such a fantastic memory this morning.  I'm sure I will treasure the mere thought of this day for years to come.  It really was a truly fabulous way for me to start off my day.

I will admit that hearing you stir at 5:40 this morning as I was getting on my elliptical was a little disconcerting.  Having you resist any and all attempts from me to explain that it wasn't time for you to be up for the day yet and to soothe you back to sleep for the 20 minutes after that just added to the magic of the experience.  But the icing on the cake has got to be when I left you in your crib so that I could go exercise and you proceeded to cry and scream "Mommy!" for 35 minutes straight.

I appreciate that you love me and want to spend time with me.  It warms my heart and makes me smile just thinking about it.  However, you and I both know that the spare room downstairs is not child friendly and that if I'd taken you with me, you would have spent the entire time putting handfuls of dog food into the water dish so that you could watch them "grow."  Hopefully you found some value in this experience as well and the next time you want to be up before the sun has even thought about showing its face you will reflect on this precious memory and let it soothe you back to sleep.

All my love,

Mommy

P.S.  I already get up at 5 am so that I can exercise and shower before you wake up.  I will not be getting up any earlier than that.